The Mistery Of RuBiA

3th of August, 2009

2009-08-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

2nd Day...

Today is the day for SHOPPING wif Rita and Jas...two of the important person of my life! They are my love ones...hehe~ Last night, Rita n me were kind of drunk!!! haha... We started to drink when we took e quiz in facebook, which says we are drinking buddy of each other~hehe... so damn lame rit?
So...in the end both of us cannot wake up in the morning.. We only woke up at 1pm in the afternoon, and 4pm then we went out of the house to meet Jas in Bugis!!! Omg, it had been so long since last time three of us went out!!!
We shopped until 7pm... and it's ice-cream time!!!
We went to illuma...the new shopping centre there, n we meet Rita's vietnamese friend, "V"...her christian name is exactly same as me, Ruby!!! haha...

Okay okay... let's see some pics taken...

This is V and Rita!!!

"V"

Cute Cute Jas

One big and One small~

I love this pic wif Jas....^^

Start fighting~~~

Lets challenge this!!!

It's name is "Never Giv Up"... hehe...

Yay~ finished!!!

We are jus pigs man~ hahaha... NICE!

Let's end here~ Monday got school...

Day One in Rita's House!!!

2009-08-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

Day One at Rita's House!!!

Today was a very quiet day for me!!!

Even there were loud noises everywhere in the house when Rita and i was still in bed(sounds wrong, hahaha...)
but they dun wake up my mind~
I continued to sleep until 12 plus...
and i realised i didnt off my laptop's music for the whole night...
the song repeated by itself throughout
it was 舍不得

off the music
sign in my facebook
start to play my restaurant city

before Rita went off for her work
we had our lunch together
I guess it was vietnamese food
it was nice~ i love the smell~

It time to do some sketches for my studio
i have to meet zalina for consultation alrdy
it had been so long since last time i consulted her...hehe~ (haiz...hope i dun be late on Monday again)
Rita's table is really a great place to do work
whenever i feel tired
i can jus lift up my head and look outside the window
even it's at 2nd level, it has a nice view...
wat i can see are...trees~ there's only green color out there...hehe~ kind of healthy for my eyes~

there is lots of kids at her house...
they all went for swimming in the afternoon
and there is only me and myself alone in the house
it was kind of quiet and scary~ jus like when i m alone at home!!!( i m jus too 胆小）hehe...
but it was fine... cos i keep myself playing game! haha...

Rita msg me when she is not busy at work
asked whether i m okay...
Happy~ n told her not to worry
Jas talked to me on msn... it was really heart-warming... i miss her actually~
there was also one and the only call from him, i didnt pick up!
I slept in the evening...
and it is 11 plus now~
ONE WHOLE DAY HAS GONE!!!
It was abit of bored n lonely, but then it is really a quiet quiet day!!!

hehe...Now i m waiting for Rita to come back, so we can eat our dinner tgt~
Muah* love this girl~
Thanks alot for staying beside me always...

一个悲伤的爱情故事～

2009-07-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

他是个哑巴，虽然能听懂别人的话，却说不出自己的感受。

她是他的邻居，一个和外婆相依为命的女孩。

她一直喊他哥哥。他真象个哥哥，带她上学，伴她玩耍，含笑听她唧唧喳喳讲话。他只用手势和她交谈，可能她能读懂他的每一个眼神。从哥哥注视她的目光里，她知道他有多么喜欢自己。
后来，她终于考上了大学，非常开心。

他便开始拼命挣钱，然后源源不断地寄给她。她从来没有拒绝。

终于，她毕业了，参加了工作。然后，她坚定地对他说：“哥哥，我要嫁给你！”

他象只受惊的兔子逃掉了，再也不肯见她，无论她怎样哀求。

她这样说：“你以为我同情你吗？想报答你吗？不是，我12岁我就爱上你了。”可是，她得不到他的回答。

有一天，她突然住进了医院。他吓坏了，跑去看他。医生说，她喉咙里长了一个瘤，虽然切除了，却破坏了声带，可能再也讲不了话了。病床上，她泪眼婆娑的注视着他。

于是，他们结婚了。很多年，没有人听他们讲过一句话。他们用手，用笔，用眼神交谈，分享喜悦和悲伤。他们成了相恋男女羡慕的对象。人们说，那一对多么幸福的哑夫妻啊。
　
爱情阻挡不了死神的降临，他撇下她一个人先走了。人们怕她经受不住失去爱侣的打击来安慰她。

她收回注视他遗像的呆痴目光，突然开口说：“他还是走了。”谎言已揭穿了……

人们惊讶之余，都感叹不已，这是一份多么执着的、深厚的、像童话一样的爱呀！从此，她不再讲话，不久也离开了人世。

相恋中的男女仍会拿他们当作谈论的话题，他们常说，你听过那对哑夫妻的故事吗？默默爱你，直到永远……

Pictures!!!

2009-06-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

JEMMY... I MISS YOU!
5 days... past very fast!!!
I will always rmb the memories of us...
Rmb to miss us when u r back home!

It has been such a long time since i updated my blog last time...haha...
Got alot of photos to upload~

and one more random pic of A...KLI...KLI~~ hehe~
cute rit?

29th May 2009

2009-05-28T08:58:00.000-07:00

OMG~~~ My BEST FRIEND is coming to sg frm NZ in 30th!!!
1 more day N she will be jus right in front of me

JEMMY JEMMY

i miss u!

Abit too excited le ah...

haha...

BUT

Really, i m very excited to see her again! (about 6 to 7 years nvr meet each other alrdy)

YaY~ today we(JingFei, WenWen, and Mii...)went to Aston!!!

WenWen and me ordered Crispy Fried Chicken, and JingFei ordered Crispy Fried Fish AGAIN~

We watched the movie, Conspiracy~

It was not bad, but then when we came out of the theatre...

alot of ??? come out of our mind

HAHAHA...

too chim to understand~

Anyway, the girl inside is so cool and pretty, i m in love wif her~

YOU KNOW WAT?

I BELIEVE YOU, SUNSHINE~

After Aston, we are damn fking full...and three of us were carrying our heavy bag n laptops

Jing Hui took BUS!

WenQi and Mi took train

WenQi reached hm earliest as she always does(when go hm from PS)

I tried to take the new circle line, n it was quite fast

i reached lorong chuan in about half and hour~

Before i reached home,

i received a FUNNY sms from JingHui

[I took the wrong side, and slept through. I'm at bukit merah now:)]

Hahaha...She reached hm at 12 35! as she expected!!!

At the time 11 11... i walked past the "memorable place" under my house

it reminds me of him

the 1st date

the 1st time he send me home

n the 1st kiss

if it was b4, he surely will show me the timing 11 11...

becos he was the one who always realise tat first~

ok...wait...let me see if i got any random pics to show!

start wif the white white photo of mas and wenwen...took using JingHui's SHARP handphone

den the pic tat Jinghui took for us...

the two pretty aunties~(cos they called me elderly, and lao wu po)

can find me behind?

LOVES^0^

Wat a bunch of cute frenz i have!!!

Happy^^

14th of May~~~

2009-05-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

Amanda, Wenqi...Mii... IN PIZZA HUT~
Where is Jing Hui??? Where is Mas???
Aiyo... next time mus come wif us okok?

See!! We like pigs, ordered alot of things... abit scary ah~

take picture!

take picture!
Hawaiian pizza!
Wenqi's baked rice!!!

My Ministrone Soup!!! Favourite!

Dunno wat star...

Wow~~~

Okay~ this is a random pic we took at Terminal 3~~ on the escalator~ haha...

Ok~ in the end, let me zi lian yi xia~ haha... This is my new style wif the big ass glasses~ Hope my frenz from far far can see!
我现在的蠢样。。。（background abit messy, jus ignore!!!)

Okay okay
Bye Bye
1 30 am alrdy, nid to go slp
tml still got sch
muah*
muah*

2 Months...after tat day!

2009-05-14T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hoping we can still be frenz...
I know and i understand
it is hard for us to get back to the past so fast

so...slowly~
things will be back to normal~rit?
i wish...

i cherish the friendship i have now
i believe...for me, somebody from a different country, a different world...
can meet ppl and make frenz here
it's alrdy a miracle to me...
so...every single friend i have now, is really very precious to me~
I cant afford to lose any of them...

May b after the two years of school...
we will hav to seperate wif one another...n continue another path wif different ppl...
our surrounding and environment will also be different...
but... i still hope the friendship i have will not change~
I still wan all of us to have the connection that we have now, or even better and stronger than now~

XX...i lost u~
But i dun wanna lost a fren like u~
Still frenz...^^
Let time bring the friendship we had back to us...
I still wan you to be in my Life Story!!!

--------------------------------------我最珍惜的友谊-----------------------------------------

14/04/2009 passed, let me let go of myself...

2009-04-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

You hav a way of coming easily to me...

but i dunno hw to get out of you~

你的她说，游戏你把你偷走的“boyfriend stealer”。。。

而我觉得。。你才是那个会偷东西的人！把我的心偷走了，不负责任的偷走了！

Is there anything left for me inside u? Nope~!

Tat 'ans' is so straight, so hurt...at the same time, all the words u said to me passed by my mind!

为什么是那么痛，为什么那么难堪？

I promised...i will giv up

i will really giv up

i promised u

also promised myself

i will learn to let go

let go of u and myself~

面带笑容

我转过身去

泪流满面

我离开了

我不知道是不是这样

你就会比较好过

如果是

我愿意

一次又一次的烦你

我觉得很不好意思

对不起

u said

dun bother u anymore

恩，我知道了

还不知道开学后要怎么面对你

但是。。。希望我们可以像以前一样

装作什么都没有发生都好

只要你快乐，就好了！

爱过你的---------我

What a bad day!!!

2009-04-06T23:44:00.000-07:00

Omg!!

my lovely laptop spoilt...

nid $500++ to fix it

still nid to wait for a week then can see it again~

i hate it...

why m i so unlucky?

Haiz... no more money~

nid to save~

friday still nid to go out...

hw to save?

i nid to learn hw to save money~

(sob)

why my life so sux???

aaaaaaa~ i wan my boyfriend back!!!

2009-03-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

Starting to hate myself

why m i falling so sick?

Wat can i do..

Cry?

This is wat i deserve...

Am i regreting?
I dunno..

I wan him back...

I really wan!

But he is not him anymore

why?

why can he forget so fast?

hw can he dun care?

why is this so hurt?

Ride bike tgt...

Help him do model...

webcam wif each other..

He holding my hand...

Watch movie..

Share icecream...

his surprise!!!

on the way to my house..

make LABII tgt...

make our wishes holding hands...

sit tgt on the bus on the way to melacca...

share a small corner...

watching him eat his favourite(subway)

his house..and the dinner~

at sentosa wif him..

sit under the big big umbrella~

watch the huge cruise until sunset...

keep calling him whenever i miss him!

and alot and alot...

but they are all mine..

only for me~

Cos i m all by myself again!

Hahaha~ no crying anymore!

I nid to smile and go on...

It's enough...i have the memories^^

rit?

i know...i still wan him to be back!

OS:

dont go away...

i know u r no longer mine

but i cant stop the tears from falling

dun u know i miss you so...

NVM~

Get the hell out of this damn HELL~

living in my own world~

Sadness flies away on the wings of time

2009-03-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

“Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.”

haha~
Mas was right~
My mind tells me to give up,
but my heart won't let me.
May b tat is the problem wif me now!
I nid to learn hw to giv up wif my heart...not only my mind~

After i left...u still dun mind~ u dun even care~
there is a heartbreak inside me... but nvm...i wil be fine~ will b really fine one day~ Now still feeling the pain, it hurts!
I miss you, and i m missing you now~ missing u really hard~
Cant drag myself out of this shit yet!!! (mad)

Pressed the heart inside LABII... there is still heart beats~ But u and me are no longer together! We planned to make another xiao xin, but there is no chance to make it anymore~ 那将是一个遗憾吧！The days without me, u are still doing ur things, ur normal daily life is still going on...u said we are different, u said we cant be compared, may be u are right~ It is hard to put two person from different world together~ isn't it wierd??? lol...

Have you ever tried?
Have u tried to love me? to love someone?
Caring for somebody is important, hope u know hw to love and share wif another person in the future... 不要把时间用在没有意义的东西上，或许这个世界上还有其他比它更重要，更有意义的事情在等着你啊～你已经不是小孩子了，要懂得珍惜自己的时间。。。不要浪费了，以后才后悔～

Time passed by and the memories gone across~

2008-12-25T09:58:00.000-08:00

My best friend, Rita!!!
That day was two days after her birthday, cos she went back to vietnam and celebrate wif her family...then come back! I cooked for her... hehe... She said it was very nice!!! It was my first time cooking for somebody, clever rit? (of cos got help from my uncle la) hehe...
Love U, Rita~~

This was taken after the museum thingy... It was a very sunny day, and the lighting was the best!!! haha... The Angmores behind us was damn hot! especially the one i like~~~ Oh Yea~ haha... Seems i m so horny and desperate like tat..haha... I like this pic, but dunno will we still hav the chance to take pic like tat or not???

YAY!!! Me and amanda and Mas...
Three girls...with different personalities, and being together like sisters...
hahaha... Mas jus bought her new handphone, and realised that three of us have the same handphone... Hehe... THE LG, VIEWTY~~
Happy!!!
Fated to be friends...

Of cos cannot leave out Mas's twin sister, Mai... haha....
This is our SHARED STARBUCKS... We all like the drink alot!!! Abit exp la... hehe.. So we shared loh... Lol... Not only the drink, we also share food, jokes, gossips, and alot of different things... kakak = sister...

Hehe...
This is also my best best friend since primary three!!!
We know each other more than 10 years alrdy~~ She is a friend, a sister, a boyfriend(sometimes), an elderly, even aunty! haha...
She is cute rit? (but cannot let her know, cos if she know, she will be flying in the air, cant even come down alrdy) HAHAHA~ Shhhhh...

Oh ya!!! Still got Amanda's birthday pictures!!!
wait! let u all see now!!!

Aiya~ I forgot to take the birthday card i made for her, and the big doggy we bought for her... Such a waste sia!!!
I think she was really quite happy with the birthday song we sang for her, hehe... Amanda... happy rit? hehe...

Okay, 3 0'clock in the morning alrdy, feeling sleepy!!!
Upload three more photos...
HERE COMES THE TWINS!!! Mas and Mai~~~

This is my first time to meet twins and become my best friends in my life!!!
I m surprised and very happy to meet them!!! I think i m quite lucky!

Ok... Time to sleep!
Gd night!!!

Worth it or not???

2008-12-06T10:39:00.000-08:00

M i stupid or dumb? I tot we are friends!!! BFFs!!! Best Friends Forever!!!
haha.... funny? i think it is really funny!
Now i know wat is in front and wat is behind... Wat is ur BFFs... wat is friends for u... wat is ME for u...
Treat u as my best friends ever, share watever things i hav, buy the things u like for u, help u in watever ways i can, do the things that is gd for u, say watever gd things to u when u feel sad, hoping u can b a happy person! All becos u r my friend, my best friend~~
I cant believe that u treat me this way, i cant believe u can do such thing... If u dun like me, u can just tell me! If u dun like my behaviour, jus let me know... if u dun feel ike doing things for me, jus say... I like to cry to let out of myself...so wat? I hav to go home early, there is no choice! I need friends help, as u do... BUT...I also hav attitude, not only u!
I appreciate all the things u did for me! All... Really~~ I mean it!!!
Helping me wif the presentations, to generate ideas, to do my models, wif the homework, presents and surprises on my birthday, teach me alot of things, the joy that we all had during the sushi...the seoul garden...and loads of other outings, and of cos the kindness tat i feel from u, i cherish all of them...
Hehe... jus hav to laugh at myself... I have only a few friends, as they all are my good friends, not like u..hav lots and lots of friends...and one of my best friends is u!
I dunno why... really dunno... Hw come our friendship of more than half a year or even one year can even compare wif 1 or 2 days of talking or chatting? Not becos of jealous that u all can be so close in only such a short period, but really...feeling disappointed in this friendship... I m such a failure~ I think u wont understand hw i feel and hw we feel!!! Treat someone as a best friend, n in the end u r jus a nobody to him...
Tried to get u back as a friend, tried to tell u that i still treat u as a friend, also tried to let u know u are still important to us, to all of us in this clique...but since u rejected, we wil jus keep quite starting from now! Like what u say, follow the flow~ If u still think that we can be a clique again, u can always come back, we are still friends...
Mistakes cant be undone, that also can say on Friendship...rit? But mistakes in friends can be forgive!!! Cos i think our friendship from the first day of school until now, is definately worth for us to welcome u back, and worth for u to give us and urself a chance to become wat we were again! Or u think that the situation now is the best for u, u can also stay there, i m not forcing u!!!

Friends Forever!!! To my Real Friends... Love your all~

MY REAL BFFS~~~

2008-12-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

Days passed by so much faster these days...
It's alrdy December now! Christmas coming~
As days passed, people changed...at the same time!
Friendship is the most easy thing to keep for the whole life... but sometimes...it is hard too!!! As to compare it with love, it is much easier for me to precious my friendship with my friends~ than to cherish my love one! Cos.. i love my friends!
This is my 1st year in NYP~ I made alot of friends, and bffs... I m quite happy with that...and i appreciate it! At the same time, it is hard for me to define wat is friendship and wat is pretension... The ppl in NYP are alot different from the ppl i met before~ There are the cute ones, the kind ones, the pretty ones, the lovely ones, the action ones, the wierd ones of cos... haha... however, sometimes it is hard for me to choose the correct way of treating my friends, the correct way of making friends with them, and to know which is the real him/her!!!
Anyway, i will try my best to cherish all the real friends beside me!!! I wil protect them as long as i can... To say the truth, i need friends to protect me too!!! So FRIENDS are really my strength to continue the journey in my school life~ even my future life as well! I wil love you all, my friends...be happy and rmb that i wil love u more if u r my real bff~ Muah*
Find me if u r hurt, and find me if u r sad... tell me wat u hav inside ur mind... and we will be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!! HAHAHA~
May be after these three years in NYP, we will hav to leave each other, and continue our life somewhere else, but i m sure i wont forget u all as my bffs~ Not trying to let u sad or laugh at me, jus to tell u... U R MY REAL FRIEND...and what is real friends mean to me!!!

2008-10-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

Holiday finished~
School started~
Everything starts to run again...

The BEST FRIENDS start to form their own groups, as well as my best friends and I...
Haha~ We begin to have ours SID "studio", including the tables and cushioned chairs.... Quite happy, cos we can have our own space~ hehe...

Of cos... I had a great holiday wif my family~ That is my a very happy thing for me to go back and spend a month wif them after not seeing them for the whole year! Haha... Start to miss them alrdy~~ (soob)

At home, i found this photo which was me wif my younger brother when we was 3 or 4~ not proud, but i think the photo is really cute!

Still got some more!!! I think u could easily find me inside these photos... haha... I was just an ugly kid~

This two pics are taken at my aunt's wedding day! haha... Those olden days chinese traditional wedding~ but it was fun at tat time!!!

Ya~ I cut my hair b4 school reopen^^ quite long ago, and i got a red extension!!! I like my new hair, but still wan e long hair to come back... nvm.. i wil wait~ As for the red EXTENSION, it is now very horrible!!! I think i can take out and throw away alrdy, cos the red colour become orange and pink... (grrr~~~)(angry) I hav a photo of it, to memories this little FAKE HAIR!!!

Still got one more pic, to see the new hair~ Wait ah~
Da Rah~~

Aiyo~ cant really see the hair length la~ nvm!!!
Oh ya~ Finally, i tried to put on contect lens(black colour), it was a sufferring exp, cos i used 2 hours to put both side in... Omg!!! Anyway, now i think there wont be any prob for me to buy the coloured contect lens alrdy~ Ok, SAVE MONEY NOW!!!!
One and the only photo took during the contect lens inside my eyes!!! Any difference?

Anymore things to say???
Oh ya~ BEST FRIENDS... I LOVE YALL~~~
Tml we having sushi buffet rit? YAY~~~ Cool~~

Fun things happened around me!!!

2008-07-04T09:35:00.000-07:00

See this? Haha..

This is what Randay, the half-emo guy, did to my lovely finger nails!!! Omg!!! Spoilt my gothic finger nails...

Haha.. He did this jus because he was damn emo, and nothing to do...So after we(mas, randy, me) went to artfriend and while waiting for my aunty to come and fetch me at the Mcdonald...he drew this on... haha... actually i like~~

Hehe... Gothic? Sexy? haha... dun laugh leh? I tried to make myself more sexy, bt i think i failed... haiz... Anyway~ I like the way i dress myself, and i want it to be more gothic, haha... Scary xia~ Nvm... Dun care wat others say~ I m happy wif who i m...

Yesterday night, I went out wif my aunty they all... Before i went out, i still called Mas and asked whether we have got any homework! Then I went out wif them to Toa Payoh to sell bags! After that we sat down and waited for the person(a China Girl)who is coming to collect the bags from my aunty... She was late, and we waited for her for half an hour, and i was damn pissed! After that, she came and did not even apologised about her lateness, and still complained that the colour of the bag is not same as the pic, so she only took one! I hate CheeNa ppl... (Of cos, not u...Randy) hehe...
After that, my aunty said she wanna sing, so we took bus 145 to bugis, TopOne... I like the atmosphere there, and it is quite new~~ The only thing i dun like is the toilet there...dirty and the light is spoilt!!! It cost us $100 plus cos we ordered alot of snacks, and drinks(free flow)...

This is the control they have inside the rooms... I like it! It is different from those kbox or party world... It looks cute!!!^^

I sang Angela's song again!!! I love her~ She is so damn cute and her voice is like so angelish... haha... Anyway, i lub her alot alot alot~
We took afew pics there, and We had fun... BUTTTT...after a few songs, my big aunty took over the control and started to choose those old old old songs... I dun even know and i felt damn bored and sleepy when she sing those old old old songs...(used three 'old' means that is really really old)~~ Lol...
In the end, i really fell asleep even there were more of my songs behind... Only until 1 30am, then they woke me up, and we went home wif cab~ Omg!!! Damn tired~ Now started to hate old songs... Hump*

Oh ya!! forgot to say that the snacks we ordered were those spicy beefs, popcorn chicken wif chilly, and the french fries~~ Thats y i did not go to school the next day, cos diarrhea... Shit until my butt pain and 'HOT'~~ Too much spicy things i guess~ Omg!!!I went to take MC today...

Haiz... Today nvr go to school, Miss my friends~~~ Love you all!!!
Omg! what time alrdy? 01 45 am alrdy? Aiyo~ hav to go n accompany Mai today hor...later cant wake up~~ go sleep liao, bye bye!!! Nitz... Muah*

Happy Birthday To Myself wif the wishes from friends...

2008-06-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

Today was so fun fun fun fun fun...

Because of everything that had happened today, and the things that my friends did for me!!! They are so so so great~~

My classmates even sang for me a happy birthday song~ I was like so happy and nearly cried... This is my first time like tat!!!

They also sms me wif lots and lots of wishes, and all wif two words, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"... They made cards for me and used up their sleeping time and homework time...jus for me!!! I am really really happy~~ They put in so much effort for me, and i really appreciate tat~ I love you all... My friends... I really mean it.... B4 all these, i was thinking that no one wil rmb it, so i keep reminding ppl around me...( so thick skin rit?) bt nvm... Now i feel so so so happy...

Still got a CHANEL bag, see!!! Haha...

This is what Jing Hui did for me!!! Haha... I love ya~ Hui Hui... Even though i look so ugly wif the muscled body!!! Lol... Bt thank u for spending so much time for all the things u hav done for me!!!

This is from Randay~~ Haha... He also did this during last night, did until very late, and no time for his colour study homework... Randy, u r a great friend, I also love ya~ and i wil start the drawing soon, bt i wil need u all to help me wif tat, cos i no confident in my drawing... k?

This is from Wen Qi, I like them... They are gothic and cute, like me~~ haha... And ya, i grow old alrdy, older than u... So hav to call me jie jie, rit? haha... ok, thank you arh... Mei mei~~

This is from Masturah... Haha... Mascara's twin sister!! She said this
Voodoo doll is to protect me from the dark, and HANDU(ghost)... I also hope so... Lolx... I like it too, cos it is holding the devil's stick or fork, and it is in gothic red and black... Thanks... My twin sister~(Oops)

This is from Jesse Mccartney's Amanda... Dun blush la... haha... I like this piglet~ And it is in pink color, wanna let me look more girlish, rit? hohoho... I think i m alrdy girlish lor... ^^ Anyway, thanks Amanda... Love ya!!!

This is also from Amanda and Rita, BUT... another Amanda, which is Amanda Tan Jia Pei and my vietnamese friend, Phuong~~ I love them, ATJP and Rita... They two gave me a big surprise!!! They even came to my house, and scared me out of my ass... I was so shocked and touched!!! I cried n I hugged them... You r my best friends forever and ever~~ I m really happy that you are my friends... Omg!! U all know me well hor~ Skulls.... black and white... gothic sia~ Omg!!! and the big rabbit, so cute!!! I would like to hug it and sleep everyday!!! Thank you for your effort and time for me and also the big big surprise... My BFF...

Look at them... I was so happy when i opened the raping papers and bags... They are all the love from you all... I really appreciate... I love you all... BFF~ I will keep them with me forever~~ I swear!!! haha... (I m serious...)

This is from my aunty.. Omg^^ She is so nice, I also love her... She bought me this chocolate cake, and the strawberry is mine!!! I am so Xing Fu... I am so lucky~~ N the watch, i also like it, cos it is in black again!!! haha...

I really dunno wat to say alrdy, i m so damn damn happy!!! I feel that i am the happiest girl on the world alrdy~ and the others are jealous of me, rit? haha...

My father and i qurrelled on the phone about the part-time job thing just now, but now he is apologising to me~ n wishing me happy birthday~ I dunno wad to say but cry~(again) I should not talked back and qurrelled wif him, he is my father...rit? Omg, i love you...BaBa.. I m sorry, and i m happy now! Thanks for everything you hav done for me, and care for me!!!

Today is a happy birthday to me!!! Thankx everyone~~

Does this look like the really pic?

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Mas drew this pic yesterday, at the explanate...for me!!! haha...
But i feel the pic she drew is definately nicer than the real person la...

Mas and Mai...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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Today we need to go to MS for training, but Mas cant go wif us because she got the car license test today until 5pm... We gt our uniform, and mine is a blue colour tshirt and looks cheap, while the ones for Randy and Mai's are white colour polo-T, Nice!!! Iris, the manager, taught us alot of things today, but i forgot most of them by now alrdy... now then i realised hw stupid i m...

Until 3 30pm then we finished the training... We went magan, and waited for Mas and Wen Qi to come...and we got a new from Mas to Mai, that saying she failed her car license test... We were so shocked and tried to call Mas, hope that she is okay!!! Dun be sad, Mas... U have tried your best, and i think it is the instructor's problem la...rit? That stupid idiot la...( I scold for u!) Haha...

After all of us met, i passed the presents i bought days ago to them...after opening the raping paper, i saw their smile, but i dunno if they are really happy or not! Do they like them? Hope they like... hehe..

YAY!! The first day of school after holiday, Wen Qi is going to wear the new skirt she bought, and i m also going to wear the dress i just bought, haha... Fun...
Hope there is some difference....!!! But like wat Randy has said, i m not changing myself for anyone else, but just that i feel i wanna change then i change!!! Cool...? Haha... I am a wierd girl, and i wanna be a wierd girl... Nvm...^^
B.K.M.G....^^ correct or not? haha...

The first day of work~~~

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We came early today^^ n since the aunty at the cashier haven come yet, we took pics using Randy's Mac Book Pro!!! Fun sia...

Omg!!! First day of work, so nervous~

Luckily, i got Randy and Masturah to accompany me!!! They are so kind... i appreciate that^0^

I sold out 2 items until now, and i m so happy~~haha~^^

It is boring to stand at one place for the whole day, and it is tiring...

Now then i understand the tiredness of working...and i dare not look down on any job now!!!

I think i will have to admire those ppl who work for the whole day, and everyday!!! They are supermen and superwomen for me~

One more thing, tml is Mas and Mai's birthday, have to wish them HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ^^

I bought for them a pair of twin dolls, but i forgot to bring them out today! I think i wil hav to pass to them tml, and i hope they will like it~~

Before the present, Randy and me is buying cakes for Masturah and celebrate her birthday here... Hope it is a surprise for her!! hehe.. But as for Mai, i think we are not able to celebrate for her alrdy, cos she is not here with us... May b we can do for her tml, if they all are coming to my house!!!^^

Holiday~~

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Finally, the holiday came!!! I have to work to earn money alrdy!!!
But before that, i hav to enjoy abit first!!! Haha...
This is my Secondary Classmates!!!
Amanda and Shayne~
Long time nvr see them alrdy!
Miss them so much...
So we planned to meet for a movie! The Kongfu Panda... the movie is really fun! I like it...

At first, Leslie and Rita is coming wif us also, but in the end, they nvr had a chance to come because of their school... I miss them too!!! Nvm... Let's meet next time, ok?

So on that day, Amanda brought her cousin, Jamie, wif us, then we watched the movie! It was fun also, but still hav to say it is so sad wifout Rita and Leslie~~

Jasmine and me went to Yuki Yaki to eat dinner together... This is the first time second time we eat this~ The beef is so damn nice! I'm like so hungry when i m typing now!!!

After all the food and meat we ate, we faster asked the waiter to change table for us, cos we wanna start to fry our ice cream!!! IT IS SO NICE, N SO ICE CREAM~~ Haha

After we fried, the ice cream turned hard, and stuck onto the pan, Jas was working hard to dig all the ice cream up... But i dun care, as long as it is nice~~~ Haha... She dig alrdy, then i jus eat lo.. lol~~ Yay!!! I am so happy to eat ice cream~~